Hows life dude? interesting? nice. it has been a loooooooooooooooooooooooo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0oong time since last i updated my blog oh my god. i'm sorry blogger i forgot you i knew i was supposed to update you all the time kan i was busy lah very busy with my HAPPY life so happy lol. no. so yeah. it's me. updating a new post which no one will read HAHA funny. well thank you if you are reading i aPPRECIATE IT. i have so many stories. most of them are the sad ones lol of course i wasnt born to be happy or maybe yes but later. idk, my life. it's getting complicated man i just cant- i have this understanding issue. y iz no 1 hiyer in dis werl andersten me like bro am i too complicated? if yes well ok. nothing special happened in my life. i'm waiting for it to happen :( i just wanna be happy for a day i mean no, no a day a year or a lIFE TIME DUDE. it's impossible ofcourse. yeah unless i was a king's daughter. there's a (infinity) lot of problems. i keep being sad. over little things. to my friends "benda sikit je dooooooooooooh menda" lol babe for me it's big. hais. i keep facing the same thing. the same problem. my braaaaaaaaaain my heaaaaaaaaaart. sometimes lah kan aku rasa macam "no i shouldnt exist" i am nothing to people. everytime, i will always be like
i am just tired of all these and i keep wondering when all these problems will stop disturbing me. i hate everything. i hate everyone. bye
